CROMAGNON (cromagnon) wrote,
CROMAGNON
cromagnon

THIS TIME

its been a year since the old fella died and it feels like a lifetime... this has been by far the worst year of my life, for so many reasons and that is truly saying a lot... in my life, ive hit rock bottom on drugs, ive been homeless, ive lived every day with violence and endured a childhood few could endure... emotionally, i am drained and fraying, ive kept everything inside because i cant stare it in the eye... he was the one tie to my family and the biggest reminder of my humanity, my moral compass and he is gone... from the sadness, i thought i could come back and have some hope, but as always in my life, things just dont work out... so a year later, im in the same spot, im alone, tired of this life and have no prospects of things turning around any time soon... its been a year since the old fella died and it feels like yesterday
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