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Name:
CROMAGNON
Birthdate:
1977
External Services:
  • cromagnon@livejournal.com
im timmy, i live in queens, new york, im in the engineers union working for the city but more than that, im an artist, both on paper and on people, doing tattoos... i use the name cromagnon, not just cuz i look like a shaved gorilla, who has flashes of brutality, but because i try to adhere to my own code of evolution... not the bilical kind, but personal kind, getting nicer, smarter, wiser and better everyday... i fail often, but then again, im just a simple cave man and have a long way to go

THERES SOMETHING YOU SHOULD KNOW
IM A MAN WITH A GAPING HOLE
IM NOTHING MORE THAN HALF A MAN
BUT IM DOING THE BEST I CAN
IVE TRIED SO HARD TO FILL THIS CHASM
WITH HATRED, DRINK, DRUGS AND ORGASMS
MAYBE IM A LOST CAUSE, AN EMPTY SOUL
BECAUSE NOTHING SEEMS TO FILL THIS HOLE
I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE
AND ITS BECOMING HARDER TO BELIEVE
IM WEARING MY HEART FOR THE WORLD TO SEE
AS I CONSTANTLY RUN ON EMPTY
AND AS THIS CANCER SLOWLY KILLS ME...
NO, MAYBE THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO BE
IVE GOT NOTHING LEFT BUT FIRE IN MY HEART
AND GOD KNOWS ITS TEARING ME APART
FLESH FROM BONE, SKIN FROM NERVE
MAYBE THIS IS WHAT I DESERVE
MAYBE MY PENNANCE CANT BE PAID...
MAYBE I JUST CANT BE SAVED
MAYBE ILL NEVER BE DONE WITH THE SINS OF MY PAST
MAYBE THIS WILL ALWAYS LAST
AS I LIE IN BED AGAIN, ALONE
I BURN FOR THE SINS I HAVE YET TO ATONE
IM HALF A MAN, A POLISHED SHELL
OUTSIDE ITS HARD, INSIDE ITS HELL
IM A DYING, SCREAMING, BLEEDING MESS
WHO IS SEEING IT ALL AS SO MEANINGLESS
I FEEL THE PRESSURE, I FEEL IT SQUEEZE
I FEEL IT RISING, WITH NO RELEASE
IM HALF A MAN AND ALL TOO EMOTIONAL...
AND THIS IS JUST HALF MY CONFESSIONAL

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